I am sorry for what I said it is not like I had said it with malice. Also, it is not if I've hardly thought it about it , alt + tabbed to the forum and immediately appealed to be unbanned. I've had the permanent ban on me for a while, not ages but enough time to think about it and realise what I've done is wrong.
At the time, I was a complete noob and was getting completely destroyed and in the seconds it took me to write the 'joke', which to me at the time seemed funny, a combo of a joke-y insult and joke on the 'KKK' clan name, I did not evaluate the consequences not only for me, my reputation but also everybody else's feelings/beliefs on the server and for this I am sorry. Not an excuse, I know, I'm just saying.
I understand if the ban stays/gets reduced to temp/etc as what I said was very harsh and means a lot to some people. "I can't change the past, but I can make up for it now"