@ Cryogenic Flare
I cannot explain God to you because no one can He doesn't do things as us humans believe things should be done most of the time. Do not ever try and put God in a box no matter how much i would love to put Him in one and say i have this all figured out. But I have to believe things like that happen for a reason. I do not believe there is anything like that, that just happens out of chance. I thing there is a reason for the things that God puts in front of us to test, or just to strengthen us. I have had a very similar experience to yours, but my sister didn't end up making it through her sickness and went on to be in a better place where there is no suffering. My whole family and multiply churches prayed that she would make it through but nothing happened, she only got worse. We found out she had cancer in November of 2005 and on May 31st 2006 she died. I went for 4 years hating everybody and everything, especially God and Christians. I hated God for taking my sister from me, because I thought it was unfair for Him to take what was rightfully mine. However after time went by and I realized that all i was doing was having a pity party for myself i started looking at it from other views. My sister is in Heaven. I nor my family have any doubt about this in our hearts. Saying that, she is in a better place with the person she loved most, Jesus Christ, so I wouldn't ever want to bring her back to this earth that is full of suffering and pain. And as far as why would God take my sister from me. That is a question that i cannot answer. I have to have faith that God is God and knows what is best for us even if we can, or in my case, cannot see His plan. I'm very sorry to hear about your moms suffering, but i'm very happy to hear that she is doing better and is healthy person today. Also maybe God didn't answer your prayers in the time that you wanted him to, and it is very rare that God will answer prayers in the time you want them answered in, but he did answer them.
And yes ik there are some of you that are going to read this and think this guy is a total retard. But the previous is what i truly believe in my heart.
I cannot explain God to you because no one can He doesn't do things as us humans believe things should be done most of the time. Do not ever try and put God in a box no matter how much i would love to put Him in one and say i have this all figured out. But I have to believe things like that happen for a reason. I do not believe there is anything like that, that just happens out of chance. I thing there is a reason for the things that God puts in front of us to test, or just to strengthen us. I have had a very similar experience to yours, but my sister didn't end up making it through her sickness and went on to be in a better place where there is no suffering. My whole family and multiply churches prayed that she would make it through but nothing happened, she only got worse. We found out she had cancer in November of 2005 and on May 31st 2006 she died. I went for 4 years hating everybody and everything, especially God and Christians. I hated God for taking my sister from me, because I thought it was unfair for Him to take what was rightfully mine. However after time went by and I realized that all i was doing was having a pity party for myself i started looking at it from other views. My sister is in Heaven. I nor my family have any doubt about this in our hearts. Saying that, she is in a better place with the person she loved most, Jesus Christ, so I wouldn't ever want to bring her back to this earth that is full of suffering and pain. And as far as why would God take my sister from me. That is a question that i cannot answer. I have to have faith that God is God and knows what is best for us even if we can, or in my case, cannot see His plan. I'm very sorry to hear about your moms suffering, but i'm very happy to hear that she is doing better and is healthy person today. Also maybe God didn't answer your prayers in the time that you wanted him to, and it is very rare that God will answer prayers in the time you want them answered in, but he did answer them.
And yes ik there are some of you that are going to read this and think this guy is a total retard. But the previous is what i truly believe in my heart.